January 2012
2011 highlights
I’m not pregnant.
I didn’t die
no mom i do not want to come downstairs and socialize i just want to sneak the vodka to my room and skype my bestfriend and listen to bon iver and paint for the rest of the night/the rest of my life ok.
Anonymous asked: So I know you have stretched your ear and I am really considering it. And so i was just wondering what would be the best way to start off, what size to move to next? I was considering an old cartilage bar (either a 18 or 16) but I think its to big of a move. Though i do have a size smaller size which i believe is a 20. So how long should I wait to stretch it after putting the first one in? Thank...
Anonymous asked: i feel regret for wronging so many people but while i feel this regret, i am pushing people away and completely burning bridges. i have no clue where to go from this
December 2011
time to figure out how to sneak all that vodka...
i’m sorry. i didn’t mean what i said. i miss you. i love you. please come back home.
i’m just going to have to assume that you have multiple personalities and that is the reason that sometimes you tell me you love me and sometimes you treat me like shit and sometimes you help me and sometimes you ignore my messages and sometimes you tell me you wish i was there and sometimes you’re glad you got to leave.
well guess what. fuck you.
Everyone’s all excited about who their new years kiss is going to be and like I’m just gonna be in my room drinking alone. This really sucks wow.
New years last year was so amazing. I got to hang with two of my best buddies and we met these guys and then talked to them on the phone all night and it was so great. Then my bestfriend moved across the country and the other doesn’t...
how do you tell someone they’re bad for you if you desperately don’t want to lose them?
but
you
promised.
my knees hurt from sitting all day.
white girl problems.
courage2grow asked: Hey hun I kno your going through a hard time right now I've been there, and ending it all is not worth its. I was hospitalized for a week because I tried committing suicide as sure things still aren't al peachy keen but I've come to realize that everything that lead me to that point and pushed me over the edge only made me a stronger person, I still have a long way to go but trust...
coffinsocialclub-deactivated201 asked: :C i hope you figure out what to do, i hate those situations. i'm here if you need someone to talk to.
brb complaining / trying to make a life decision before I kill myself ugh asdjflasdjfj fuck. I don’t know what to do. I know exactly what I want. And I know what would be good for me. And those are two completely opposite things. Doing what would be good for me in the end is going to hurt me so badly right now. It’s going to hurt me, and probably a lot of other people, and I...
